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Month: June, 2015

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She who was a genius
He who was a genius
He who had potential

She who was erratic
He who was violent
He who witnessed it all

She who graduated
He who quit
He who quit

She who stayed at home
He who stayed at home
He who was hardly ever home

She who was a liar
He who hurt himself
He who Mary Jane-d

She who was unsure of her role in her life
He who cut himself
He who complained about She and He

She who does nothing
He who does nothing
He who does nothing

She who didn’t drink
He who comes home drunk
He who comes home drunk

She who can be violent
He who hurts people
He who doesn’t give a shit

She who read
He who read
He who “read”

She who shaved her head
He who grew long hair
He who grew long hair

She who dresses hardly like a she
He who doesn’t give a shit
He who wears seemingly he she’s

She who was alright
He who was alright
He who was alright

She who was loved
He who was loved
He who was loved

She who hurt me
He who threw me as a kid
He who hurt me

She who filmed
He who wrote
He who pulled a jack of all trades

Me who was below average
Me who was young to witness it all
Me who couldn’t cry

Me who was asked to kill
Me who was too naive
Me who was too young

Me who wished to help
Me who lost most hope
Me who wanted to cry

Me who was left to guess
Me who failed to excel
Me who tried

Me who was abused
Me who was confused
Me who knew nothing

Me who was anxious
Me who waited for punishment
Me whose white flag was ignored

Me who got attacks
Me who got attacked
Me who attacks

Me who hardly read
Me who wished me bled
Me who never said

Me who knew nothing
Me who did nothing
Me who said nothing
Me who cried nothing
Me who was nothing

She who was an erratic genius
He who was a violent genius
He who was a genius idiot
Me who was a failed hero

They who share the same:
They who were kind to an extent
They who loved cats

They who are dead
They who loved cats

They who are dead
They who loved cats
 

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If I fall will you catch me?
If I’m sorry, sorry enough?
If I fall will you pity me?
Will you confuse my love for the cobwebs?

Cobwebs by Ryan Adams

100%

For all I know, I could care less about numbers.
My body is composed of the following:
65% oxygen
55% water
95% stupidity
.10% talent
100% love
99% unknown sciencey crap
65% fast food
70% shyness
80% insensitivity
66% secrets
100% heart
1067% fear
99999% wanting to help
99999% helplessness
96% science fiction
6000% lies
230% compromise
80% contentment
80% uncontented
10000% life
50% optimism
50% pessimism
100% thankful regardless
For all of this doesn’t make me 218,476.10% human;
it just makes me 218,376.10% less.

The Degenerate’s So-Called Tragic Backstory

I’d like to think that I am a hero,
or that I will become one eventually.
And sometimes,
I just can’t help but wait for that tragic event to happen;
the one that will push me to become a hero in the future.
However, after years of waiting,
of wanting to know the truth,
and uncovering my true origin,
I have found myself in the realm of complacency.
Distracted by the unknown,
I now know none.
I still know none.
For I was wrong, apparently the world did not twist.
Rather, it spun.
I just wish I had known it sooner
before all of this had already begun.

This is my tragedy.

Hero’s Vow

The sun wakes and waits for your awakening.
A reminder that hope is here,
and that light exists.
But most of all,
you must never forget that you are that sun.
And that at your peak, you are summer to all.
The warmest of all seasons.
The brightest of day.
The shortest of nights.

You will set later than usual,
and that’s a good thing.
Share your light,
and never set until you have done all that is right.
Sin is nothing but the inevitable,
just like the day,
just like the night.

You are not the villain,
never then,
and never now.
Keep this promise.
You are a hero,
and this is your vow.

SPENCER: PAST, PRESENT, AND FUTURE

TIME TRAVELER SPENCER
Spencer, it’s me. I have time travelled from the present to tell you something extremely important.

PAST SPENCER
I’m sorry uh, what? You time travelled from the present?

TIME TRAVELER SPENCER
Indeed I have. Now, let me tell you about the-

PAST SPENCER
Wait, I’m really sorry. I just can’t wrap my head around this. You really time travelled from the present? Like the present present? Because this place, where we are right now, pretty much feels like the present to me.

TIME TRAVELER SPENCER
That’s not the point, Spencer! Jeez, I have to tell you how important the-

PAST SPENCER
So if you travelled from the present, are you saying you just walked here?

TIME TRAVELER SPENCER
What? No, you idiot! I time travelled from my present. My present. We’re running out of time!
Your-

PAST SPENCER
Am I really the idiot here? Because I’m pretty sure should’ve said you time travelled from the past or the future.

TIME TRAVELER SPENCER
What are you talking about? If I time travelled from the past, I should’ve done it ten minutes ago.

PAST SPENCER
In which you did, right?

TIME TRAVELER SPENCER
Yeah well, I was pretty much in the present that time. Hence, I have time travelled from the present. Now about-

PAST SPENCER
See, that’s the part where you’re wrong. That present of yours, happened ten minutes ago. Meaning, you time travelled from the past to my present time.

TIME TRAVELER SPENCER
Oh. Uh yeah, I guess. Fine, I time travelled from the present’s past to come tell you that youre-

PAST SPENCER
No, no, you just say you time travelled from the past, not the present’s past.

TIME TRAVELER SPENCER
Okay mister smart guy, shut up. If I time travelled from the past, that wouldn’t mean I time travelled from the present anymore.

PAST SPENCER
Exactly the point.

TIME TRAVELER SPENCER
So are you saying that each passing second, is the past?

PAST SPENCER
Yessiree.

TIME TRAVELER SPENCER
And now, like right now, is the present?

PAST SPENCER
Yup.

TIME TRAVELER SPENCER
But I just said now a few seconds ago.

PAST SPENCER
What are you trying to say?

TIME TRAVELER SPENCER
Is there really a present time?

PAST SPENCER
What? Yes, of course there is! Now, what’s your message for me, past Spencer?

TIME TRAVELER SPENCER
Oh, I’m actually older than you. I guess you can say I’m from the future.

PAST SPENCER
What the hell, man. All this time you’ve been insisting you’re from the present. Now you’re telling me you’re from the future?

TIME TRAVELER SPENCER
I’m sorry! There’s no time left! In the near future, you’re going to meet someone really strange; and as time goes on, you become more stubborn and stupi- *TIME TRAVELER SPENCER VANISHES*

PAST SPENCER
Whoa, hey! Don’t leave me hanging like that, Spencer! Were you from the past, present, or the future? I demand to know!

PAST SPENCER
Now, what was he blabbering about my future? Eh, whatever.