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Month: October, 2013

Morning Blues #1

I’m sorry
For being myself
I’m sorry
For myself
I’m sorry
For not being enough
I’m sorry
For boring you
I’m sorry
For failing to assert
I’m sorry
My feelings are true
I’m sorry
I can’t get you to feel the same
Feelings I have for you

Current Thoughts

Crushed by the crush
Silence versus silence
I wonder and assume
I fell in love
Through peripherals
Distant closeness
Laughter, sadness
Anxiety, uneasiness
Crossing paths
Doing nothing
Pretending none were seen
No memories shared in between
Thinking
Waiting
Thinking
Waiting
Overthinking
Waiting
From insanity
To relief
All because of one trigger
Isolate
Recluse
You win
& I lose
You win
& I lose
You
& I
You
& I
Hopefully
Soon